Monday, May 12, 2008

Clarrification

We are not here to deny life. We are to flow through in awareness, forever dancing and releasing.

Life is NOW and HERE to experience when we do not box it into a "past" or "future" belief.

We can still enjoy the dream, and fully when we allow Life to happen.

We can play with the lights and voices and angels and levels and teach and heal and court new mysteries as long as we remember that it is ALL A GAME.

It is when we THINK that what we are doing truly matters that we then become ensnared.

When we remember it is a game (or more) no matter the experience, we are free to BE.

Friday, May 9, 2008

Externalizes Perpetuates the Dream - An Answer

Well, here we are.

Without externalizing then what is left? We are. Own it, own it ALL to “know”. It is only US. Every moment is US. There is no mystery guiding, we are. Let the mythologies go. Let the parental and sisterly and brotherly and warrior and goddess and god archetypes go. It is US.

As we played life we climbed our way out of the darkness creating symbolic stair-steps, ladders, and lanterns; but they are still a dream because we created them from within a dream. A dream only begets another dream, and another; hence the game. Yes, there are endless layers to plumb, and no right or wrong, but they are still a dream; amazing, but still a dream.

IT IS YOU. IT IS ME. WE ARE ONE.

It is this simple. I can't fathom how "long" we have been playing seeing that involves time; how unexpectedly to awaken; how uneventful yet indescribable. No crowds of beings in white robes or castles in the sky. No booming voice or Jesus in the room congratulating.

We…
We just…
We just now…
We just now know and can rest.

All the energy spent fueling dreams is home, and thus we are full and wholly (holy) here. This is what those awakening are attempting to convey. But how do we tell someone, "Yes, I know, I know that you are you, and this is true, but you are also !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" This by design is illogical to the mind, it can only be experienced.

No wonder it is so difficult to share or teach; it is too close; too obvious; too literal.

I would not say it is a paradox, only paradoxical in our reasoning towards "it."

And unimaginably as it seems, each ONE that awakens is then worshipped symbolically and not seen as “The Way” (the process) and hence have then become another HUGE dream that countless dream in.

After ONE awakes truth IS: awake, not out to change; but is truth because truth IS. By design it seems "wrong" that truth in the world only deepens the dream, but it is not.

We desired the dream of all dreams: to forget, and then to travel back to the glorious, magnificent, and ONE-der-FULL knowing that we ARE, so here we dream. Does it not makes sense that every-thing would point us back into the dream, even spirituality?

Only at the end do we SEE the inherent WAY, or pearl within experience that is not seen until we have “eyes to see.”

When we worship ANY THING we are still dreaming.

This is the end of a loop; and it was what it was, a dream.

EnJOY knowing that it is a dream within a dream within a dream and one day we ALL awaken.

Interesting thoughts I am havin - take them or leave them : )

Thursday, May 8, 2008

The Empty/Full Sun

Groundless of being

Veiled in a web of stained-glass dream

Eons weave timelessly

Knowing rains

Specks fill with teeming life

A connected matrix of Love

A conscious collective


Space


Flowing

Surging

Growing

Merging

Carrying the sediment

The sand, the souls

Home

We deepen

We widen

Touching

Dancing

Embracing

Advancing through fractal fancy


Stars into the Sun

The emptyfull Sun


One river


One ocean


One

One Angle of God

Humbly; God is the fullness of love potentials available for any situation through presence.

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

There is One Teaching One

There is but one student and one teacher which are one in the same.


The teacher teaches the teacher.


The artist paints for the artist.


The singer sings for the singer.


The dreamer dreams for the dreamer.


The addict is addicted for the addict.


The healer heals the healer, etc…



The design of life is incredible, incalculable, ingenious, ungraspable, and to just be accepted due to the scale in that life is created so that the one can see itself to then experience desires until desire-less through knowing wholeness.

Why walk? Why sit? Why do anything, and how? A desire is needed to do; hence a life of desires. Desires are integral for the illusory machine.

We are not saying to deny desire, but to know desire and the multidimensional gifts therein.

Desire is a doorway to the end of doorways. Of course there is a gradient within the amalgam of desire: an inherent evolution of knowing that is proportionate to less desire, but this is still desire. We may understand to accept the Earth and her societies and the physics and states and stages and developments etc…, and still ponder the beyond. This is still desire.

Why does a teacher teach? What is being accomplished? What is truly happening? Who is the student? Would a teacher teach if a teacher knew? Would a teacher have any desire to teach if wholeness is known? A teacher would be no more. The artist would be no more. The dreamer would be awake.

Wholeness is whole; there are no nouns or verbs or adverbs or adjectives - you name, it is not there, but the potential IS. Would a singer preach through music if peace was known? Why are songs sung? What is inspiration? Who is listening? Are they reaching out to the mystery on melody? Yes. Are they venting the frustrations of experience or triumphantly sounding the joy of being? Yes; but not realizing that even a celebration of life is not wholeness; for how can one celebrate a “thing”, or an illusory departure?

We are home.

All is provided.

Be free of desire through observing desire.


When there is no mystery there is no mystery and this world is known. The game has been played. Will it start over? I have no idea, but the mechanics are in place so it seems logical.
We build Disney here for fun. Would we not then create life for fun as well? Is there more after this? After? There is no after, it is Now and only Now, so let go.

This does not mean we disappear. On the contrary we are here fully.

Wholly.

Holy.

We enjoy the flowing grace and gift of existence through desire-less presence.

There is nothing to desire when everything is here Now.

We observe the flow and do naturally according to it.

Obviously I still have desires : ) and on some level am enjoying the game of re-remembering.


“As above so below.”


Is there not but One? So there is one mouth and one ear and one eye and no eye and no mouth and no ear and no thing at all. The moment we do, we are doing to ourselves and for ourselves, this is the only way. If you know, then you have no desire to filter that knowing through the senses until it is again unrecognizable. We know.

If we become a teacher it means we have not accepted that all is exactly as it should be (we have not become desire-less [we want more of the game]) and we must teach ourselves until we realize this. We are fruitlessly attempting to know another when the only one to know is the self.

It is beautiful to be compassionate and loving and want to help, but there is desire to do these things else you would not DO them.

There is no right or wrong, only One that helps by being.

The amount of books that are flooding reality is a testament to the teacher and the student. Look at all teaching all, it is astounding. This is the time for the teacher and the artist and the architect who are all the same: 1. Remember that we are the teacher; in that everything we do, through every experience is a unique reflection to wholeness. All we need do is turn away from the mirror and into ourselves to know.


So, here I am writing to the one, expressing through dwindling desires in words a few “things” with myself.

If you write a book, it is for you.

If you sing a song, it is for you.

If you create a foundation, it is for you.

If you suffer, it IS FOR YOU so let it be.


Else you would do none of these things.

(I wonder, as I see this planet of teachers and healers if there is not a loop occurring. I get the sense many are here to save everyone and everything (horizontal healings) and in the process are at vertical stagnation. There is a lot of worship and externalizing to penetrate. It seems that many are awakening to a level of teaching and healing which can easily create a loop of teachers healing and healers teaching, or a critical mass jump will happen. How interesting I am now here observing.)

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Let it Go

The value of life is not known until you let it go.

The value of anything is not understood until you let it go.

You do not have to literally throw physical things away, just the attachment; for it is the knowing that frees not the object or subject.

Honor what is in your life, be it object or lover because you have brought this to you in love. LOVE all that you know; it is the attachments that cloud your view. All that you know and are and are experiencing IS love.

The mind is the stage, not the world.

Let every idea go, even if you feel it is "it" or important. If you need it for wholeness then it is the most important thing to devalue.

The moment you hear yourself say you have found that something, you are then the furthest from that which you seek.

No thing is that which is not.

Desires are communications that reveal attachments no matter how evolved one feels they are, so honor and release.

War is within you.

Holy war is within you.

Angels are within you.

Demons are within you.

Global warming is within you.

Peace is within you.

Pain is within you.

Anger is within you.

Disease is within you.

Dissatisfaction is within you.

Uneasiness is within you.

Any idea or concept that speaks of less than wholeness is within you and not of you.

All experience is within you.

All IS you.

All is perfect.

Do not stop, keep going.

Deeper. More stillness until you know.

See not with the eyes and hear not with the ears and feel not with the skin and taste not with the tongue: know.

There is the propensity at this time for gatherings and collections within ancient beliefs and Dogmas that are at beautiful heights, but yet are still on a "path."

There is no path.

We are always here.

Know that the most powerful thing concerning this it to LET IT ALL GO at every "level" of understanding.

Don't root, flow.

All is balanced for there is no other way.

GOD is love.

GOD IS.

Reality exists to show you who you are so listen with all of your awareness.

Acceptance is freedom.

Gratitude is not judgmental.

Take all the energy you have invested into swirling concepts, ideologies, studies, histories, and let them go to be here NOW.

Be the bubbling fountain of love expressing itself within this exact moment and not an echoing loop of yesterday or tomorrow.

Now is the moment, the only moment to BE.

The Space We ARE

It seems I am still talking to myself. I am not out to teach, I just find myself writing.

The only way to know is to surrender the need to NO.


Why do we have sameness in our experience? Or to put it simply, what causes a rut in our life?


Why do we experience the same things over and over when life is a dancing eternal change?

What creates this limited and repeating scenario?

If life is forever anew then we can conclude the catalyst for sameness is within. There is an internal structure created from a narrow understanding that is attempting to contain one fragment of the whole which in-turn causes suffering as life struggles to free itself, as we struggle to free ourselves. We have placed so much of our being and energy into one fraction that we have become lost in an artificial world and time-line within the "rut", never realizing that we have stopped flowing with the eternal breath. We are then subjected to endless energetic circumstances, dramas, and beliefs that are not rooted in reality but in one's idea of reality. Are these circumstances worthy? Of course, because the design is immeasurable and always love, but much of what is gleaned would be naturally learned within a less turbulent flow of experience.


One can learn the waves by observing or panicked and up to the chin. They are the same waves, only the perception has changed.

Life is out to love, and it is how we accept the love that determines experience.

If we experience the same life over and over with the same type of friends and lovers and teachings it is because we have brought them into our reality through our belief systems which communicate through vibration. If you become a certain belief you can guarantee this resonate will draw the like unto itself; this is not mysterious, it is physics. This also explains how one’s belief can be continually fed and fueled and strengthened though energetic synchronization to where it is then a self-fulfilling, self-contained prophecy and not the river of life. As we resonate, those that resonate will be drawn to us.


We will draw to us each other according to vibratory signature or light signature. This can draw beauty to itself or illusion. We must remember to balance the noise with silence.


If we seek change and (r)evolution we change the belief through the observation we have the belief, it is as simple as that. Better yet, we believe nothing but what we experience with each breath; for life is alive and not to be caged into any box no matter the decoration or composite.


Time erases and the Sun replaces until we ARE.


Yes we can work with laws of nature with the understanding that these too are ephemeral. All we are to believe in is that EVERYTHING changes, and to appreciate this. We can employ certain relationships and structures for order amongst ourselves as long as we remain open and hyper-aware for the subtle beliefs that permeate our life.


Let everything Be and the many levels of illusion will work them selves out.


It is when we stop pulling on the knot that we can begin to loosen and unravel the cord.


Closed systems fail despite, their “spirituality.”
Tibet is a prime example.


All must recognize that it is interconnected and vital to the all.


Life doesn't believe; it is too busy doing.


A belief is an attempt at categorization and departmentalization of Is-ness.


As long as we remember that EVERYTHING is a stepping stone we continue.


It is when we try and tie down the wind or waves that we struggle.

A lightning bug dies in a jar.

Belief infers that somehow life has stopped long enough to be defined, when in reality only the exploration has stopped.


We know life from BEing life.


There is no need for conviction because there is nothing to believe.


Start up again. Throw it all up like the fall leaves and watch life carry the pieces back into the mystery. Let the actors return to their parts and continue observing, for the joy is in the observing not in the observed.


The gift is the experience.


The present is in the presence.


Celebrate the changes that continually pull and provoke for these are what keep us moving back into our self. How we understand life is how we experience it. If life feels confined and confused, then that is how we perceive it. Dismantle the belief system to allow life in and re-connect to larger and more mysterious relationships that are unending in complexity and order.


We do not have to know to know; this is the paradox (pair of docks) leading to the same body of being.


It is not the walls, windows, or doors; it is the space that creates the room, or the experience.


Space is not empty it is impregnated with every imaginable experience.


Meditate.


Space has no things for it is the womb of all things.


Sit with nature.


Space is wholeness because it is the mound and the hole.


Reflect in quietness.


Embrace Space. Become the Space we are by letting the beliefs and concepts go.


Pray.


And what remains after we are free of these “things”? The empty fullness of BEing.

God.

Release the thought-children and come back to the moment with open arms and senses until new children pause, play, and proceed off again.



A vibrant, golden-haired child is walking along a winding river when a glistening flat stone catches their eye. Instantly they bend, grasp, straighten, and hurl the stone into the clear, blue water watching it skip several times before submerging - delighted. The child threw the stone and is continuing down along the river, in the river of life. This is life being life. This was spontaneous. This is beautiful. This is freedom through expression. Only the mechani
cal laws of thought were needed to move the body and act upon the moment, nothing else is required. We are free to be, always: Now. All is provided.

An older person is walking along a river and sees a flat stone. They do not act upon the request of the moment but continue to think and thus the flow stops and time lengthens. They ask questions based on stagnant and deteriorating beliefs that are not based or grounded in presence, and the moment fleets like sand through fingers. They ask "Should I pick up that lovely stone? Maybe I should throw it in the river. No, I am too old to do that sort of thing, what if someone sees me? This rock is placed here by God in harmony and I should let it lie. What would a monk do? What would Jesus do? Maybe I could take it home and paint something wonderful on it? I used to love to paint. I remember when I was young when we used to throw stones down into the well on the farm." From this perspective we can clearly see how the beliefs formed the thoughts which assisted in the artificial time-line that created a bubble.


Thinking creates time: it creates a line between what was and what may be; and now like a tightrope one walks forever along this alternate reality unsure and fearful of the fall, when in reality there is no tightrope. And what is amazing is that as we walk they continually recreate the past and future points that sustain the time-line, forever crossing an imaginary expanse in an illusionary bubble without even realizing.

Pierce the belief and the bubble will burst.

Why does a monk or do certain people seem at peace, or enlightened? How are they calm and happy in a world filled with complexity, pain, disease and war? Are they superhuman and different then the rest of the world? No. They are us. Then what is the difference?


By delving into themselves through meditation, solitude, nature, or a form of quiet reflection they have through observation understood, cleared, and healed the mind.


By creating space within they have become that space.


We are intelligent space. This is not abstract, it IS.


We can now realize that the more we empty the fuller we become.


We are consciousness experiencing itself through vibration: material forms.


We are always free even when we do not remember. There is nothing to fear.


Just remember to continually let go and to create space in your life so you can remember you are that space. How incredible!


If we sit without moving, doing, or even thinking we are still aware, right? So we are then nothing that we are then able to observe.


We are the observer.


We observe from quark to quasar; from glitch to God. Anything we observe is not us. If we can see it, hear it, touch it, taste it, feel it, it is not us. It is vibration, and we now understand that we are before the vibration observing the interplay.

When we are free of trying to do, then we just, we just ARE. We IS.

We are not "weighed down" with the burdens of collection but are en"light"ened and present enjoying the experience.

Be.