The Bloom of Life

In a fertile soil of surrender, gratitude, and humility the heart blooms and in stillness the angels of light arrive and pollinate our soul.

Be at peace my love as we are exactly where we are by a greater design; for at one day life is our favorite sport, then a favorite band, then a great job, then a religion, then a spiritual teaching, and then still these "things" are not enough and so we seek within for our answers as we are being "called" home to the ONE we ARE. We see that there is no "right" or "wrong" to life for we are all ascending (or evolving) in our awareness as this is the WAY.

A favorite band to a teen IS their life and love and solace and understanding, so can we truly say that their relationship with this band is "wrong"? No. At that moment it is perfect because that is what it IS and so this is LIFE. Is it not futile to attempt to teach "advanced logic" to a five year old? Yes, and this again is not judgment, it is recognizing and responding to a unique "level" of awareness from a stance of love. So we are to let "others" play at their "level" of understanding and when they ask of us, we listen and respond in and AS love.

We may examine it this way: the mother shares just enough knowledge with the child for the child to know how to safely play in its surroundings and then off the child runs into the mystery. When the child falls down and hurts itself there is no judgment from the mother, there is only love. The physical mother and the mother within our heart then heals the child, shares more wisdom so that they may not fall down again, and off the child goes again out to play and such is life! <3


Concerning our awareness, If we plugged a lamp directly into a power-station's main source it would instantly explode yes? and this analogous to our "souls" as well.

We are re-realizing ourselves as the ONE through a light-gradient-staircase lest we would lose all sense of ourselves and explode into and "as" GOD.

We can think of this energetically in that with each new realization we experience we then expand proportionately in our awareness, though still balanced and retaining our sense of identity. If we just directly "stood before God" we would not exist, this is not a mystery. If we placed a lit candle in room illuminated by 1,000,000 lamps would we still see the glow of the single candle light? No. In fact, would we even see ourselves? No, we would only see ONE light. Our "individual" identity would not exist as only the ONE light would; only God would, and then the ego's journey would abruptly be over as would also the ineffable gift of traveling HOME to the Glory that IS.

Love created creation so it had more it could love <3

So relax and know that ALL is perfect. LIFE knows what it is doing. Life is only less (or wrong) when we "think" this.

Let us enjoy all that we experience, no matter what we "think" of it and we are now free in love. ♥

Let us humbly learn and unlearn and we will then continually bloom in our beloved. ♥

Un-Knowing Spirituality to Know the Present

There are many beliefs and concepts concerning "enlightenment" and "spirituality" that may be transcended for one to be here now. Let us realize that every one's "path" is unique and valuable. There are no mandatory requirements when it comes to realization.

One could say that the only "requirement" is to know thy self.

There are mysterious beings and their attractive journeys but let us ground into our lives. We are all on a beautiful path. We each have all the tools provided to realize GOD. We are each born through unique design and circumstance ensuring our "awakening"; our realization. Seeing that we are expanding into more, the love (the more) we are expanding into has our best interest at heart; love knows, and has provided. We all have our relationship with GOD, the formless, pure consciousness, etc. There is no "right or wrong", only growth, and this includes growing in understanding within what we call "spirituality".

Today there are many who are deeply ingrained in a "traditional" spiritual way and this is perfect. But each individual no matter what road they trod will at some point release all ideas of a path (including traditional, new, and "accepted") paths and embrace themselves: the One. They realize the One.

We may emulate and worship up unto a certain "point" within our understanding along our journey. But at one moment we naturally surrender every"thing", realizing the "more". This renouncement includes trends, our history, the possible future, our dreams, and all that we worship.

We know the one glorious GOD of Now: The GOD present in presence through relinquishing "things" (material attachments). We realize "more" than things.


Through our wisdom may we use our intelligence not only to discern "truth" but also to discern what we "think" is the truth? Truth is not a thought no matter how amazing or spiritual, it is being; a state of now; the river of today.

We may hypothesize and philosophize about truth but "truth" is beyond. Let us remain aware of this "beyond" so we remain grounded and flow no matter what our musings. We are here, "and" beyond. There are ways to adopt and practice but it is what we are thinking in-between that is paramount and revealing our consciousness.

Someone recently said this to me, or to this effect, "Seeing you have it 'all' figured out why are you still concerned with me?" First, I do not have it "all" figured out and second we can realize this question is the voice of the learning ego: the limited idea of self. The ego "thinks" it understands spirituality and realization by comparisons and measures. But the ego will never know realization seeing realization is realizing "more" than the ego. Realization is the transmutation of the ego.

The caterpillar may dream of what it is like to be the butterfly. But until it is a butterfly, until it realizes the butterfly it will only be a caterpillar thinking about butterflies. It will be a "spiritual" caterpillar that "thinks" it is a butterfly. It will not know the truth in being a butterfly. The ego is like the caterpillar. It thinks it knows the truth but has only attached to reflections of the truth, or reflections of what it would be like to be a butterfly.

I told this person that I have not changed, that I have expanded. The caterpillar still exists within the oneness of the butterfly, and so do the i's within the I AM. The caterpillar does not disappear it transmutes. I said "I am here and I still love everyone as I always have." What I was implying was to be here now with me not within fantasy.

Let us be mindful of our thinking of what it means to be enlightened. When we fully live we are present, and through presence we realize.

Realization is beyond all that we know - all knowledge.

Realization is experiential, and experience occurs now, always. One does not think, they know, or as I like to say "they un-know."

We are pure consciousness that contains any and all things, including beliefs and concepts about spirituality. Thoughts are "born" out of All That We Are. It is knowledge, or the destruction of knowledge that enlightens or awakens one to the realization that they are, have been, and will always be pure consciousness.

Let us be mindful of our propensity to limit ourselves through information and teachings. Teaching, true teaching is un-knowing. It is resonating with the wholeness of another that IS. We evolve (or learn) new information to un-know what we have currently acquired, or attached to, and this continues until the momentum of unknowing illumines home.

We are evolving our intelligence to understand what to next un-learn.

Surrendering the Stones - Guiltless and Free

What is guilt? What is guilt based, or built upon? From whence does guilt arrive?

What have we attached to in life that is then fueling and sustaining our guilt? Do we understand how guilt is fantasy?

There is no guilt in presence.

There is no guilt bubbling new into the Now. Guilt requires a foothold in the past; a foundation in the past that is then experienced today as illusion. Guilt may also reside in the future fantasies of things that have not occurred. We may feel guilty for what we have not even done, or what we had planned on doing that we did not do, and in this way we may never be present. Guilt is not now.

Guilt cannot exist in the now other than as a preexisting energetic consciousness machine that is creating the fantasy and is supported by artificiality. In order to feel guilty we are associating with either what has, or what may occur. These situations are based upon that that they themselves are supported by illusory time-lines.

When we say, "I feel guilty." what are we saying? We are saying that we are living in an awareness based on the unreal. We are living in what may have happened and what might. We are reacting to dream and not the moment.

Guilt is a dream, and not a fun dream right?

Guilt is a dream that we carry like stones in our pockets until one day we are so overburdened that we cannot move. We are weighed down in a mire of illusion; in our emotional attachments. What is interesting is that how freely we give our stones of guilt to others. We then have fantasies of guilt in ours and other people's lives that are perpetuated by the passing of guilt-stones. One person feels guilty about something that was not solely their fault, or never truly occurred. They then convincingly share this with another and another until soon this unreality has become a real issue.

We need to realize each stone and its origin within our consciousness to find freedom of guilt; of fantasy. Concerning this, it is not an easy situation. Guilt relies on preexisting energetic conditions for survival and power. Guilt is also integral to our ego: the limited idea we have of ourselves.

So, how do we become free of Guilt?

When we own all of the decisions we have made in our life we are then in a detached conscious space to observe the conscious structures upon which guilt depends. As we observe this "opened" interior space created through the acceptance of our past choices, the energies (or energetic modules) of guilt egress, and disconnection and dissolution occurs. We are then free. By accepting that we have created our life we taste the pure power that we are. This power knows more than the limited concept of guilt. There is no past or future in acceptance, only the moment. We do not need to ruminate over each aspect of guilt we are experiencing. We only need to open up to the possibility that guilt is not real. That guilt is not based in the Now. Then the GOD (or expanded oneness of love that we are) will be free to BE.

Guilt is near-sighted awareness.

The love that we are observes our entire life experience, and this includes the "fragment" of guilt we are limiting our awareness to. Because we have expanded into more of what we are by owning our choices we begin to "see" and know guilt as the fantasy-based reality it is. When we stop giving our power away, or stop claiming that "something" else is living for us, we begin to embody what we have been afraid of or presently worship. And what we revere or have revered has no guilt, only the ego (the limited concept we have of ourselves) has guilt. As we become conscious of this expanded aspect of our being we realize the construction of guilt. We observe from beyond guilt.

Own every decision so the energetic attachments to the past and future may resolve and you will then be here, now, in the present of presence, Guiltless and Free.

Externalizes Perpetuates the Dream - An Answer

Well, here we are.

Without externalizing then what is left? We are. Own it, own it ALL to “know”. It is only US. Every moment is US. There is no mystery guiding, we are. Let the mythologies go. Let the parental and sisterly and brotherly and warrior and goddess and god archetypes go. It is US.

As we played life we climbed our way out of the darkness creating symbolic stair-steps, ladders, and lanterns; but they are still a dream because we created them from within a dream. A dream only begets another dream, and another; hence the game. Yes, there are endless layers to plumb, and no right or wrong, but they are still a dream; amazing, but still a dream.

IT IS YOU. IT IS ME. WE ARE ONE.

It is this simple. I can't fathom how "long" we have been playing seeing that involves time; how unexpectedly to awaken; how uneventful yet indescribable. No crowds of beings in white robes or castles in the sky. No booming voice or Jesus in the room congratulating.

We…
We just…
We just now…
We just now know and can rest.

All the energy spent fueling dreams is home, and thus we are full and wholly (holy) here. This is what those awakening are attempting to convey. But how do we tell someone, "Yes, I know, I know that you are you, and this is true, but you are also !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" This by design is illogical to the mind, it can only be experienced.

No wonder it is so difficult to share or teach; it is too close; too obvious; too literal.

I would not say it is a paradox, only paradoxical in our reasoning towards "it."

And unimaginably as it seems, each ONE that awakens is then worshipped symbolically and not seen as “The Way” (the process) and hence have then become another HUGE dream that countless dream in.

After ONE awakes truth IS: awake, not out to change; but is truth because truth IS. By design it seems "wrong" that truth in the world only deepens the dream, but it is not.

We desired the dream of all dreams: to forget, and then to travel back to the glorious, magnificent, and ONE-der-FULL knowing that we ARE, so here we dream. Does it not makes sense that every-thing would point us back into the dream, even spirituality?

Only at the end do we SEE the inherent WAY, or pearl within experience that is not seen until we have “eyes to see.”

When we worship ANY THING we are still dreaming.

This is the end of a loop; and it was what it was, a dream.

EnJOY knowing that it is a dream within a dream within a dream and one day we ALL awaken.

Interesting thoughts I am havin - take them or leave them : )

Let it Go

The value of life is not known until you let it go.

The value of anything is not understood until you let it go.

You do not have to literally throw physical things away, just the attachment; for it is the knowing that frees not the object or subject.

Honor what is in your life, be it object or lover because you have brought this to you in love. LOVE all that you know; it is the attachments that cloud your view. All that you know and are and are experiencing IS love.

The mind is the stage, not the world.

Let every idea go, even if you feel it is "it" or important. If you need it for wholeness then it is the most important thing to devalue.

The moment you hear yourself say you have found that something, you are then the furthest from that which you seek.

No thing is that which is not.

Desires are communications that reveal attachments no matter how evolved one feels they are, so honor and release.

War is within you.

Holy war is within you.

Angels are within you.

Demons are within you.

Global warming is within you.

Peace is within you.

Pain is within you.

Anger is within you.

Disease is within you.

Dissatisfaction is within you.

Uneasiness is within you.

Any idea or concept that speaks of less than wholeness is within you and not of you.

All experience is within you.

All IS you.

All is perfect.

Do not stop, keep going.

Deeper. More stillness until you know.

See not with the eyes and hear not with the ears and feel not with the skin and taste not with the tongue: know.

There is the propensity at this time for gatherings and collections within ancient beliefs and Dogmas that are at beautiful heights, but yet are still on a "path."

There is no path.

We are always here.

Know that the most powerful thing concerning this it to LET IT ALL GO at every "level" of understanding.

Don't root, flow.

All is balanced for there is no other way.

GOD is love.

GOD IS.

Reality exists to show you who you are so listen with all of your awareness.

Acceptance is freedom.

Gratitude is not judgmental.

Take all the energy you have invested into swirling concepts, ideologies, studies, histories, and let them go to be here NOW.

Be the bubbling fountain of love expressing itself within this exact moment and not an echoing loop of yesterday or tomorrow.

Now is the moment, the only moment to BE.